alive, just bearly

i meant barely but what i mean doesn't seem to come out right very often over here. lou says it's understandable, not me, i mean i am, but that's not what she meant.

i guess that proves that point pretty unarguably.


sew, things be hokay but the pieces of me are disintegrating with the excess indulgence found so often in the company of the finest echelons of my freundin circle.


see what i mean?

things just don't come out right, or maybe they aint goin in right, it's hard to know the difference sometimes.

sqodge n dom have been here since thursday last week. they reckon they're goin to europe tomorra tho, i can't decide if i believe them.

oh yea and och aye the lou arrived on a hoovercraft* for a few slumber partees over tha wockenende auch and that, my dears, has been tres fine.

'cept i lost my engraved birthday pen, sorry straubs n mike, i am planning to go back to goodman's to find it but i'm kinda afraid to go on my own.

plus it might just be in one of the many taxis we caught that dark warm night in wien. after all, my jacket was on the dashboard of the bus, wasn't it?


yea.


sorry for long silences. i've been a bit shakey. evil of evilness hangovers from the "cheap and fine" wine at singvögel rückwarts can't be discounted.

that's my local, can see it from my parquetry floors, or the boudoir cum balcony. s'kinda unreliably houred but i quite like it.

specially after a trek home from charlie p's ~ i suppose i'll never understand why österreiches love irish pubs so much.

but as the sq says himself, we do so like österreichish bars. and that from the man who invented antiminding...really, need i say more.


oh yea, plan, i had one of those.


can't remember WOT i did with it. think i left it under a pillow somewhere between nowhere and goodbye. i do so like that expression.


um, plan.


i got a new one. i reckon i might leave austria. not entirely sure when and jolly's doin a fine job of talkin me round. a longer happy hour at spark and i'd be a goner, or rather an antigoner...

hang on, who's antigone again? oooh, i LIKE that!

so, yea, movin on methinks. well, i wouldn't be starnawskirestlessness if i didn't and there IS my reputation to consider.

yours,
she who is so very excited at the capacity to write** for ONCE*** in her fuckin wienertime.


* i gotta say it even if the mighty danube was closed and she had to complete her journey on a boring old bus ~ sorry bob.

** if by write you mean leak out a miniscule confusing amount of information relating to the past twoish weeks of her existence.

***many spanks to oh! lou the lovely, the one and the only sqodgelator and his inimitable superfantasticness and dom

...or was it tom...somehow i can't exactly recall but he was fine methinks even tho me cannae think

xx

ps ~ i KNOW that wasn't soon but soon never really means soon in real life (that's not supposed to be condescending in any way shape or form, just so you know).